With much thought and soul searching, decisions were made today. The way I love and who I love is not something I'm willing to change. Break my heart a million times, but at least I loved and can show my daughter what it truly means. Maybe this is what makes me unique? I love unconditionally. My therapist has told me I'm too understanding. I laughed even though I know he's right. Yet, I love who I am. My parents have been married for 32 years and this was the advice my mother told me, "Your children must come second. Your relationship with your other half must come first because once you lose each other you have nothing." No wonder my parents are happily married and I've always been spoiled. If you don't love someone with your heart, mind, body, and soul then why be miserable? You happiness always has to come first. Children learn from their parents the "kind" of relationship they deem is normal...
I received my grade for the short paper I wrote last week. 75...Not great, but for having writer's block for two weeks I'll take it. I guess I can write a bunch of bullshit and still get a decent grade...a little scary. Signed up for my classes for the summer and fall. Great schedule and at the rate I'm progressing I'll be graduating December 2012. Then the awful job hunt begins...New York is looking bleak.
Enjoy the warm weather!
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