I finished my semester last Friday. I had two papers to write and two exams. My research paper I did on Cryptography and found it to be very boring. I did receive an 80 on it and apparently that is what she basis your final grade on. The other five papers and discussions I had to write didn't even matter. Oh well....I'll take the B- and run. I wrote on Feminism for my American Lit. paper. I have discovered that attending an all-girls college is quite an experience. I think it hinders a majority of the girls socially. Anyway, my grades have to be posted by Friday afternoon so only time will tell.
My next semester begins next Tuesday. I'm taking Graphic Novel (for those that don't know it's basically comic books/stories) and then for the second summer session I'm taking short stories. Each session is six weeks. So that means double time and double the headaches. It should be interesting if nothing else. Oh well....from the Star Wars IV movie, "Stay on Target..."
I've been dealing a lot with my emotions for the last few weeks. I've always taken stuffed my feelings and when things are said that hurt I just deal. I'm not a mind reader, but I don't want to feel like a worthless piece of shit either. I'll bend over backwards for the man I love and do anything I can to help and make our lives feel whole. It's the other things in life...I want to be loved. I want a best friend that I can tell anything too and not be judged. If at any point it is work to love someone then it isn't meant to be. Not saying that a relationship isn't work because that takes work everyday...but love is something that never wavers. No worries though...I'm still waiting patiently.
Zoë is officially three! I can't believe it and wish I could have froze her at three months old. Her birthday party is this Sunday. Once again we are flying kites up at the property...I guess my father is a little hung up on the theme. I told him next year we were going to have to do something different...maybe the inflatable slides?
Enjoy the weather this week...hope to see many faces at the St. Clement's horse show :-)
